A disappointing epiphany or two....
So are these post-30 blues normal or are they a result of a recent visit from my brother?!  Nice of him to get right down to the heart of the matter and have me wind up admitting that indeed, nobody (young male and single) is interested in me.  I've been having a great week as I'm sure you can imagine, self-reflecting and being all introspective.  I've come to a couple conclusions and they're not all that fun.
One of them is that I can't control love/relationships/male-people and that's very frustrating for me.  I can't force things to happen nor put it into a tidy little equation to get my head around it, nor can I put my mind to making it happen.  I can find solutions to so many things and solve countless problems in every other aspect of my life except this one.  Aargh.  I guess I am a control freak after all :-)
The second one- I haven't figured out how to put it into words just yet.  I'm trying to keep it bland... let's just say that what I'm attracted to and what I probably need or what would make my best match are two very different things.  
I have no answers nor do I expect any - I'm just sending this out to the void.  And if the void would like to tell me that I'm adorable, I won't complain ;-) just kidding.

Comments

Anonymous said…
You are adorable. :)
6:54 PM
Anonymous said…
You are more than adorable! You are intelligent, witty, gorgeous, confident, beautiful in and out, and young enough that you need not worry about MEN. The right one is the right one--no matter what you or others think. God has him picked out for you. It's all good--so no worries, little one. You are far more than just adorable! Hang in there.
9:21 PM
Pharmgirl said…
Wow, thank you, oh anonymous! I didn't even type that myself! :-)
10:28 PM
RORYJEAN said…
You are totally adorable!!! To be honest, when I first met you, I was a really nervous because Cameron kept telling me how awesome you are. And he was right! Good things come to those who wait, and in the meantime, don't forget how fun being single is (it seems to be I only reflected on the perks of being single when I was finally in a relationship).
8:26 AM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Cayman Brac Dive day 1

We all made it safely to the island called Cayman Brac for the Dive Frendzee takeover! I have been delighted with everything since arriving! It is blissfully remote and I feel quite content to never leave the resort compound to venture anywhere else.  It is like we are at the end of the world in a wonderful day!  The food...oh my the food! (I have officially turned in my Mom)!  It is all buffet but GOOD buffet!  Rolls, soups, multiple salads, cheese board, multiple hot side dishes, and then two or three entries, one always carved with a sauce.  Last night was ham. Oh, and dessert! 3 different choices last night: coconut flan, carrot cake, and chocolate walnut pie. This place offers Valet style diving, so in the morning, we were to have our gear outside our door in bags they provide, and they pick everything Iup and take it over to the dive boats and they set everything up! Valet diving, Princess diving, whatever you want to call it.... I am loving it! After that, it was time for b
Read more

30 day sugar challenge

Image
Ok, my goal is to restrict myself to 6 tsp or 25 grams of sugar per day as recommended by health organizations who study these things.  I haven't tracked my eating for a while but a I am sure I am way over that! I watched a movie called Sugar Coated and it had inspired me, as well as all my friends giving up things for Lent.  Since I have a marathon on Sunday, I will not be able to be quite as strict on race day but will give this a whirl. I started by going through my cupboards and was stunned by all the things that contained sugar!! My vitamins, calcium, taco seasoning... it feels like I am down to salt, pepper, oil, and dish soap!! I need to research whether that 25 grams is added sugar, separate from the naturally occurring sugar in fruits, or it that is all forms of sugar. That would be much harder!!
Read more